Instead: Or what I did all day

I wanted to sleep past dawn, but instead
I know making breakfast isn't worth the effort, but instead
I hounded my daughter to make her bed, but instead
I've given up hounding my husband, so instead
I tried for a quick drop-off at school, but instead
I hoped the garden weeds wouldn't spread, but instead
I prayed the dog poop in the yard would disappear, but instead
I wished a pet like ours didn't need walking, but instead
I aimed to go exercise, but instead
I could have let the laundry mount, but instead
I contemplated a sumptuous lunch, but instead
I wanted to cancel the teleconference, but instead
I would gladly let someone else chauffeur the kids, but instead
I thought we could go one more day without groceries, but instead
I could have picked up dinner, but instead
I might have nixed my daughter's bath and hair wash, but instead
I wish I'd written something more than this, but instead
I long for another response to Marta's question, but instead
This is my life and there is no instead.
How could it be any other way?

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